its dark and cruel out there...

Finally sundayyyyyyyy...the only day i have for myself..and the only day i can sleep in til around noon, without having to risk getting a lecture from the parental units. Not feeling as light hearted as i should be..just read the morning papers and saw something on ma mail..really don't know where the world is going..on one side we are suppose to be marching towards victory in the civil war that has been ravaging the country for the past ten years or so, and on the other side we hear journalists being shot dead...are we really walking towards freedom? is this "really" THE END??? to make matters worse, things are not really good internationally either. its just been 15 days since the F****** Jews started attacking Gaza, and the death toll has already reached a staggering 845, with 246 of them being children and 164 being women..reported casualties hike up to a 3000..what captured my attention the most was this mail i opened just a few minutes ago..it was titled : the last words of a mother..i clicked on it, expecting to read some heart warming poem..but this is what i saw..

looking at it just made me flinch..i mean i felt lucky, because i cannot imagine myself in that boy's shoes..this is prolly what thousands of Palestine's go through everyday..what kinda life is this?? i dont think many of us can even comprehend what this boy in the picture is going through..having to luk at ur mum, hold her, while she suffers such a harsh bloody death..i mean, just look at the first two pictures, the woman looks soo vulnerable and scared and she's reaching out for her son, obviously not wanting to leave him out there, all alone..her face,a perfect mask of anguish, regret, pain and fear..being a woman, i can distinctly tel you, i think it hurt her more to leave her son behind in such a cruel, ugly world than it hurt her to die..and just luk at the boy..isn't this something that would haunt him for the rest of his life? provided dat he MAKES into adulthood..i cant blame the millions of Muslims who are brain washed into becoming human bombs..bec we cannot deny the trauma they would have gone through to lead them there..its not justifiable..at least you can relate to the reason behind why they do it..

what does Israel hope to gain?? they just want to buy their self more land to allow the bloody Americans invade more of the prosperous middle eastern soils..and when Will this end?? what have the so called united nations done to stop this? when is it going to stop? what are the Muslim Nations doing??? what good is it, just expressing their disapproval on national TV, while being kept busy leading their comfortable lives back home.. why do we call ourselves Muslims, yet not unite ourselves to help those in crisis?? Are people with power not answerable for every innocent life that is lost??? have their hearts hardened SO much that nothing affects them anymore?? what kinda world are we living in? a world where u can carry on with the splendour of Ur own life, while lives as worthy as Ur own are taken away mercilessly this very second Ur reading this?? what are we to do? Wat can i do?? dont you hate yourself for being soo helpless?? while we sit around kidding ourselves, whishing upon some non existant star that things would start luking up..whats happnin is quite the opposite..god save the world..and his people..ive kept my fingers crossed, you do it too...if u care.